Anita Barrows: Poem


Lessons from Darkness

“I'm afraid of the darkness, and the hole in it;
and I see it sometime of every day!”
-Martin Luther, in Luther

Everything you love will perish. Try saying this to yourself
at breakfast, watching the amber-colored tea
swirl in the teapot. Try it on the tree, the clouds, the dog
asleep under the table, the sparrow taking a bath
in the neighbor's gutter. A magician’s act: Presto!
On a morning you feel open enough to embrace it
imagine it gone. Then pack the child’s lunch: smooth the thick
peanut butter, the jeweled raspberry preserves,
over the bread. Tell yourself the world
must go on forever. This is why
you feed her, imagining the day—orderly—
unfolding, imagining what you teach her
is true. Is something she will use. This is why, later, you will go out
into the garden, among the calendula, rosemary, hibiscus,
run your finger along the trunk of hawthorn
as though it were the body
of a lover, thinking of the child
on the steps of the schoolyard, eating her sandwich. Thinking nothing,
transparent air, where her hands are.

"Morning Kitchen" © Shawn Allen


Publishing Information

  • Luther by John Osborne (Faber and Faber, 1961).

Art Information

Anita BarrowsAnita Barrows has won numerous national awards for her poetry, including a grant from the National Endowment for the Arts, a Quarterly Review Award, and a Riverstone Press Award. Her work has appeared in the Nation, Prairie Schooner, Bridges, and many other journals. She is also a translator from French, Italian, and German; her most recent translations (with Joanna Macy) have been three volumes of the poetry and prose of Rainer Maria Rilke.

Barrows lives in Berkeley, California, where she works as a clinical psychologist in private practice and as a professor of psychology at The Wright Institute. She has two grown daughters and a granddaughter, and she shares her house with dogs, cats, and birds.

The first poet whose reading she ever attended was Muriel Rukeyser.


Hello Anita,

Hello Anita,
I'm reading your wonderful book, "Rilke's Book of Hours" and am thoroughly enjoying it. In 1995 I released a CD that had six of my vocal setting of Rilk'es poems from Robert Bly's translations from the Book of Hours. The "New York Voices" recorded the pieces and Meryl Streep narrated. I'd love to send you and Joanna Macy these CDs. Would you kindly send me both of your mailing addresses? I'm a retired minister and served parishes in both the United Methodist Church and the Congregational Church. These days I make my living as a jazz pianist. If you would like to chat, please call me at 516-242-4338. Thank you, Robert Lepley

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